I watched a PBS program on Bill T Jones and his choreography and modern dance troupe last night, and once again felt that visceral connection to the dance process and form. I feel it in my bones and muscles. I was pulled right back into the years when I danced, vivid memories of the feel of the pieces I choreographed both in my body and in my mind. I was fearless when I danced, I had no self-consciousness or nerves. I have never felt so completely one with an art form since.
I know I can never fully get back into dance. Age and location are two huge barriers; even if I could get back into enough physical shape, I would have to turn my life upside down to live where I could be in the dance world. So this morning I turned the question “how can I dance again?” into “how can I incorporate dance into the two forms of art that I am practicing – cello and painting?”. Good question.